I was reading this
http://jasonphoon.com/ten-years-ago/. He was a junior of mine. I was also a librarian. I did have a crush on him. But he didnt know.. until now. (Heh). But back then I had many crushes. It was those stupid silly crushes (oops, sorry Jason) where your heart goes a flutter by whenever he smiles and you steal glances whenever he's not looking. Yeah. Those embarrasing type.
I totally forgot about that stupid crush until I read the above post [yeap, Jason, I'm still a silent stalker ;)]. It made me remember all the other silly crushes and relationships (not many btw) I had.
Ten years later.. I'm happily married and have a super cute baby.
Its funny how life is when u start reminiscing them. All the fights, the silly tears whenever our hearts got broken, the wanting the person to like u back but you dont want that person to know you like him in the first place, the whole world of yours would collapse just cos he knows you like him and then u go hiding for a weak (I MEAN WTF RIGHT?), etc etc.
If I were to see myself now ten years ago, I would have given her a nice long lecture, nag, and telling her, its not the end of the world if your make up is wrong or if he knows you like him or you dont get that new IT bag or clothes to go out with your friends.
Right now, life is just bliss... of course it would be better if I can get the evil baby to sleep more!
I'm weaning her out of her "Miracle Blanket" which she loves to death. Yeap. Although it doesnt make her sleep throughout the night, it makes her sleep LONGER. The reason why I am weaning her out of it is simply because she is learning how to turn and it will be dangerous to wrap her with the blanket.
So I'm not getting my usual sleep.
I'm getting more cranky cos she is so insecure without the blanket. She wont sleep properly, constantly peeking to see if I am there so she can sleep. If so happen I steal away for a few mins, she will start to cry again.
And she keeps waking
AGAIN
and
AGAIN
and
AGAIN
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKk
I've tried so many ways, recomended by books, recomended by real parents, recomended by EVERYONE.
None works
So I'm at a loss...
Loss for words.. how to approach this so that we all as a family can get some decent sleep. She apparently doesnt want to sleep at the baby sitter's place as well. GAWD THAT GIRL JUST DOESNT WANT TO SLEEP!
Everyone's been asking me... "So you must have alot of patience now ever since becoming a mother"
I still throw tantrums at HY if things dont go my way. So, no my patience level hasnt gone up.
Cheers.
