So.... bumming life has taken its toll.. my bank account AND credit card statement has never looked so sad in my entire working life.

And I'm going to MidValley later.

I'll never learn.

So anyway, this is basically what happened for my entire weekend:

Friday:
The boyfriend had a farewell party. Yeah right some farewell party it was. Their mission was to get him pissed drunk. So drunk he couldnt even remember what he asked me 2 seconds ago. He ended up asking me the same question few times. I even said to him.. HOW MANY TIMES YOU WANT ME TO ANSWER YOU!?!? 10seconds later... the same question again.



I had to bring him to the toilet So.Many.Times. He was so pissed drunk I had to drive his car home, then drive myself back. I took his car home with me. Wonderful.

To the boyfriend: YOU OWE ME ONE

Otherwise I will scratch your car, spill paint on your car, throw eggs at your house, make your life misarable... etc

Just kidding. I'm too sweet to do that. *bats eyes*

Saturday:
Was a quiet one. I went down KL twice. One in the morning, one at night. Basically relaxed and walked around in the morning.... and went back when the shopping crowd started to come in. In the night, I finally met a friend who I was talking to virtually for about... a few weeks... heheheheh... I must say that its been real easy talking to you... and I'm not usually like that when it comes to new people around me.. hehehe

We spent walking around the streets of KL.. I must say that it wasnt has happening as it used to be.. I guess the party crowd was at the other end of KL.. hehehehe.. nevertheless it was quite an entertaining night... ^_^

Sunday:
Sunday night was spent by me torturing almost everyone (including C) with really bad pool games. And when we played doubles, the boyfriend terpaksa (reluctantly) took me into his team. So much for confidence in me... Anyone who plays with me plays an average of 1 game per 2 games the other pair plays. I really play a mean game of bad pool. But I'm sure everyone had a good time at the expense of my inexperience in pool.

Next to look forward: The hometown of Mashimaros!!!!!!

Somehow, the boyfriend thought badtzmaru is a crow....and we had an arguement.

This is to show that I am correct:

http://www.badtz-maru.com/site/html/sales.html

hehehehehe...

I have been luggage shopping. I didn't know that luggages can cost so much! Especially the ones that I like. Now I know how much my mom bought that luggage of hers... *eek*

The days so far was practically spent.... by spending money.... ugh.. not good to be on holiday and jobless. You tend to spend waaaay to far more than usual. Yes I have been missing in action lately... but anyone for karaoke this Friday? 8pm onwards.

I've got stacks of documents that I need to file, and wonder whether I should bring them over to Singapore. And while shopping for stationery (I absolutely adore stationeries. I have a fetish for them. Put me in a Japanese stationery store, and I wont come out till its closing time...and will go bankrupt if I dont control myself). I spotted this aaaaddddooooooooraaaaable sticker which I refuse to let it go:


And the boyfriend looked at me as if I was crazy. Secretly I know he wants one..... I just know it... he is jealous.

I'm really bored.

Yet I dont want to get down doing 'important' stuff like.....

1. Pack
2. Sort out documents
3. Decide which barnyard animals are to go with me to Singapore
4. ..... still cant think of any...

I still cant believe that I am leaving.

Everything just hit me (well, when you have too much time on your hands.. this is what happens... you think too much).

Am I a bad person?
Did I do what I did was wrong?
Was I not considerate?
Am I inhuman?
Am I selfish?
Was I possessed?
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And the list goes on and on.....

But... I am really happy. Should it all matter then?

This is how I look like learning mandarin:

Look how grumpy it is....

No wait... this should depict a better picture:
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It's not easy learning mandarin... I cant pronounce right. Maybe I am tone deaf?

I'm so bored out of my brains!!!!!!

Shit.. I'm never going to get used to this kind of life.... give me work now now now now,

The gap between my elder brother and I is 10 months. The gap between my younger brother and I is 9 years.

And because of this huge gap, my parents wanted to sort of 'make amends' because of what me and my elder brother lack previously.

My dad had mentioned that, yes, we (as in my elder brother and I) were brought up very strictly and in a harsh environment (like 'do or die' kind of situation). That's why they have kind of 'regretted' because we are not so attached to them like normal children should be. Therefore, when my younger brother came along, they gave him all the opportunity in the world, the best schools, the best books, food, education and everything was laid out on his feet to choose.

The end result was my younger brother became spoilt, pampered and unappreciative of what he has laid down before him. He became flippant about matters. He believes that no matter what he does, the parents will always give him what he wants.

I guess that is what is wrong with the current generation nowadays. They are unwilling to work hard to get what they want, and expect everything to be laid down before them without hard work and patience.

Just that day my younger brother pissed me off. He thinks because I am responsible to fetch him on that day, I am his every beck and call. If there is so ever one minute late, he would call me to ask "where are you?!"

GAH!

I admit am pampered. But just not THAT pampered.

I'm not dumb, I only look like it. So stop acting like it is.

Thank you very much.

Its 8 May 2006.

I'm officially released from the Company. Yay!

The boyfriend has 3 more days to go. Tee hee hee...

I got alot of things to do.. mainly, run errands for my dad (meaning driving him around in the car where I cannot escape "the Talk") Phooey.

And And And.... do my hair (new hairstyle?) go for facial.... all the itty bitty girly stuff that the boyfriend doesnt want to get involved in.

To that someone whom I just got to know today, *waves* I'm glad we've finally been introduced (virtually), although someway or other, we have known each other's presence through the boyfriend. Looking forward to your return here, when we will finally meet in person. Then we can share notes on the boyfriend, yeah?

I'm so looking forward to my one month holiday!!

On a sadder note, Singapore has asked me to start early. Boo...

I'll be heading to Penang to visit my brother for the weekend.

See you girls later!

<3

If you noted my last post, the boyfriend had gotten into an accident.

Therefore no car.

Then me become driver.

To and fro Cheras.

I must be crazy to agree.

My weekend was spent in a car. Practically in the car stuck in a horrible jam.

I hate Klang.

See this was my time table. Home>Klang>home>KL>home>KL>home

I hate Klang.

I started my journey to pick up my younger brother from his boarding school in Klang at 1pm. Reached Klang at 2.30pm. Because of the horrible horrible jam caused by a 10 metre road closure, my time table was screwed up. What.The.F. And my younger brother has tuition at 3pm in KL (in PETALING STREET SOMMORE). How the heck am I supposed to fly from Klang to KL in less than 30 mins? On the way back sommore got jam. -.- sien.

I hate Klang.

So by 3.10pm I reached home (because he left his tuition bag at home), only to fly to KL within minutes. He was half hour late. By the time i reached home it was already 4 bloody pm. By5pm I have to go out again to pick him back from KL. ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.

I hate KL.

So. Onward to KL it was. Jam. Sien.

I hate KL.

By the time I reached home, it was 6pm and I was so damn tired, I fell asleep.

That was my Saturday.

I hate Klang and KL.

Sunday. Wash rinse repeat.

I hate KL.

Monday came and went with a blink of an eye. I did get some rest, but really after that torture I went through during the weekend, it wasnt enough. I had a migrane that lasted through Tuesday. I think it is because of the weather too. Hot.Hot.Hot.Cold.Cold.Hot.Hot.

I hate KL, Klang and the stupid weather.

....so damn pampered.

(this is another dreamy post about the boyfriend. Back out now if you can)

I guess its due to us having the same type of nature. A need to settle things there and then. Not wanting to wait for time to pass by and heal.

We ran into a spot of trouble the other day, and he refused to send me off without clearing things up.

And just the other day, while waiting for a movie to start, we went to an arcade and I wanted to play this game Puzzle Bobble on an arcade. But this guy was monopolizing it. I usually dont have the patience to wait. But the darling stood there patiently (no matter how boring staring at the game again and again.. its just about shooting bubbles) staring at the screen waiting for that stewpid monopolizer to get his fat ass off the chair. Where was I? Walking around the arcade and watching people play bowling.

Anyways.

I didnt get to play the game. Because I got fed up of waiting for him waiting. Yes yes.. I must cure my impatient-ness. Me bad.

So yes... where was I? Pampered. Right.

He opens doors for me every.single.time.of.the.day. Even when he has his hands occupied with a big box full of MY things. I was .. uh... carrying..uh... a couple of papers.. and a file. Whatever that could not be put in the box la. And why you may ask he has a big box full of my things? I was clearing my workstation, taking home my stuff bit by bit. Hence the big box full of stuff, which includes books, papers, files, documents.

I even admired the way he paved the way through for us girls during one packed clubbing night on the way out from the toilet to where we were seated. That was funny. The poor dear had to push the way out for us.

But you know what? I could go on and on... but I am afraid you all might puke in green and have foam coming out of your mouth. (^-^)

have a sunflower to brighten up your day!